19. Love less, Sing more.
& They call me Doll.
The struggles… Lol. I’m not a cheesy type of person, but when I do get cheesy… It’s pretty bad ass. Haha, I’m kidding.
Anyway. He told me he had drill this upcoming Saturday. Never told me how long it was going to take and I had planned an early Christmas dinner with my best friends, their boyfriends, and us, before I will be leaving to CA for a month. Meaning I will be missing the holidays with them :(
So I was just asking him how long his drill would be since he had only told me it would be in the morning.. Then he says that he doesn’t know and he swears he’s told me that(Pshh, probably told some other girl). Lol.
I wish I could beat him up sometimes. :/
Rest in peace, P.K. I don’t know you personally, but I know my ex boyfriend was your co-worker/manager. I remember him mentioning you a couple times to me. I don’t know your story, but taking your own life without a trace of anything or any letters to your dear loved ones, they definitely will not rest easy on their side. They will continue to live on never knowing why, but whatever it may be, I hope you are safe in God’s hands.
<3 God has gained another Angel in heaven.
I say that I hate those cliche kind of lovey dovey shit that we see in those sappy Hollywood movies… but you know what? I kind of actually secretly wish to have those kind of relationships. Why is that?
Fucking social media. FU. Lol.
So I was told earlier today that I’m “too open-minded.” Is that possible?
I mean, wouldn’t you rather have someone who could sit down and listen to your approach on something than someone who would rather have you shut your mouth and just continue on with their own? I don’t get it.
"Don’t you have your own opinion on things? Why don’t you fight for your part too?"
I do have my own opinions, but sometimes voicing them out and getting into an unprogressive argument just isn’t worth it. Compromising with someone, I’ll consider it equal. I can set my differences aside as long as you’re willing to cooperate and do the same. Lets be civil.
Aside from that, Mr. Soldier told me that he’s been feeling some weird vibrations in his head- more specifically on the “right side of the brain.” He said there’s no pain, headaches, dizziness, or anything bad, just that he keeps feeling a shaking or vibrating sensation. Me being the worrisome person that I am, searched up online to see what it could be. Kind of unsuccessful, but I did find something saying that it could just be a migraine. Migraines can happen without any symptoms of headaches. If it keeps acting up he’s going to get it checked up. :/ I hope it isn’t anything serious and that it goes away.